{"id":10263,"date":"2022-01-25T16:02:06","date_gmt":"2022-01-25T21:02:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/rqmo.org\/nathalie\/"},"modified":"2022-01-25T16:02:06","modified_gmt":"2022-01-25T21:02:06","slug":"nathalie","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/rqmo.org\/en\/nathalie\/","title":{"rendered":"Nathalie"},"content":{"rendered":"

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All I want is to die without pain<\/h3>\n

Every day I breathe
\nWith every breath of pain
\nWhen all I want right now
\nIs to die without pain
\nWith each day the grave draws nearer
\nNo matter where I turn,
\nAlways alone
\nI spoke, screamed and cried my desire
\nAnd yet no one hears
\nSo now I lay me down to sleep
\nTrying to forget my mail
\nMy God, can you hear my request
\nAnd take me in my sleep
\nTo all those in the world
\nWho choose not to hear, not to see
\nThat’s okay, I understand.
\nAfter all, I was the only one with SED*.
\nWhy you should understand
\nI know how rare I am<\/p>\n

Nathalie Malo<\/p>\n

* Ehlers-Danlos syndrome<\/p><\/blockquote>\n

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All I want is a painless death<\/h3>\n

Each and every day I breathe
\nWhen all I want right now
\nIs to die a painless death
\nWith each day the grave draws nearer
\nFor no matter where l turn, I\u2019m always all alone
\nI\u2019ve talked; I\u2019ve screamed and cried my wish
\nAnd yet nobody seems to hear
\nSo now I lay me down to sleep
\nTo try to forget the pain
\nGod won\u2019t you head my wish
\nAnd take me while I sleep
\nTo all of you out there
\nWho chose not to see, not to hear
\nIt’s ok, I understand
\nAfter all I was just the one with EDS*
\nWhy should you understand
\nI know how rare I am!<\/p>\n

By Nathalie Malo<\/p>\n

* Ehlers-Danlos Syndrome<\/p>\n

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